"Why are you petting me?"

It seems we're watching a movie in every single one of my classes. Towards the end of the semester I think the teachers just give up. Today was supposed to be the day I quit winterguard, but my dad went crazy about me quitting and he went and talked to Alice (like that's gonna do anything). Anywho the weird thing was while I was waiting for my dad to come pick me up Charlie came over and petted my head and said "There, there"! Like I was a depressed crazy person or he just wanted to pet my hair, either way it's strange! And it's got me really confused (My god, do I have to deal with this again?). Why can't he just leave me alone and ignore me? That would make this a whole lot easier. All this is making me regret quitting guard, I'll never march with these people again if I quit. My parents want me to give guard another chance, I think I'll humor their little experiment just so I can see how Alice treats me now. So, when my mom got home tonight we put up the Christmas tree. I hate fake Christmas trees! I suck at "shaping" the branchs. Oh well, at least our house wont burn down while we sleep. Two quotes today, cause I'm not sure which one best sums up todays experiences. I'm sorta feeling both, and they both definetly apply to today. Hmmmm....time to ponder.

~*~Jennifer~*~
“You ain't ever coming back to me, that's not how things were supposed to be. You take my hand just to give it back, no other lover has ever done that.”
“But I cannot forget, refuse to regret, so glad I met you. Take my breath away, make everyday worth all of the pain that I have gone through.”