"Wait, one sec. I'm not done yet."

CALIFORNIA UPDATE!

So will they, or wont they? They did!

So I guess while most of the bus slept peacefully (me included, though not so peacefully is was pretty uncomfortable) Heather was making out with Nick! She never told me this! I've been lied to! Well, as a matter of fact I haven't been completely honest with her either. I didn't tell her everything that went on, or everything I said, or everything I thought. And I wont tell her, unless she asks and even then I'll be skimpy on details. The thing that bugs me most is after I tell her all this (god forbid I do) should I ask her to help me out in this whole thing? Or will it just turn out like last years fiasco? She owes it to me especially after I was totally stood by her during the whole Nick drama (even though she was totally pulling a Brad by deciding she liked Nick after he got back together with his girlfriend). Oh well, I life's like that I guess.

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Running headfisrt into a brick wall hurts

Damn, I found myself sitting on the top of that dreaded brick wall again. Not sure weather to jump to the "I like him" or the "I don't like him" side. I almost ran headfirst into it earlier trying to get away from the "I don't like him" side, but made myself stop and think of the consequences of admitting full out I like him, how much it would hurt if I found out he didn't like me. So I slowly climbed to the top to give myself time to think. Heather thinks it's cute and that he likes me, I think he isn't interested in me that way and was just joking around during both bus rides. She says he doesn't act like that with everyone else, I think she's just trying to make me feel better. I think I need more time to think, too bad I'm too busy thinking about him to think about what to do.

-Jennifer

"Wow! Your hair's really soft, will you have sex with me?"

Spoiler Alert!- You might not understand all of them (I can explain!) but I think my next post will be memorable Cali quotes, you already got taste of two of them (check above and the title), ready for more?